new yaar..

salam...
da taw daa..taun baru nii sume org nak post hepi2 new year kan??? excited gitu...hihi..same goes to me..tapi cite ni laen cikit laa...mybe u ol nak cite yg u ol da fulfil kan goal list last year or even da renew list for dis year mybe??..but as for me..im different..im excited..i tink ive found something that ive been looking for all this time...nak taw ke??? ermm..itu adalah...
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rahsie lah.ill keep it for myself coz its too precious to be shared. =)
nd its a good news.
so no worries.
glad i finally found it.
yet a bit ervous for this new beginning
semoge boleh bertahan selamanya!

not forgotten to all my frens who are going to do their final very soon, a very warm wish of GUDLUCK specially dedicated to u all. DO THE BEST! doaku mengiringi kalian.

kamu,
im so sorry for the things ive done wrong
for the words that might hurted u
..
i truly am sorry
sy doakan kejayaan kamu
sentiasa.

bye.

ouh..
dear heart...
stop aching
painful heart is life torturing
regarding SOCRATES law
S (site) - heart
O (onset) - about 3 months ago
C (characteristic) - dull aching, throbbing, pricking, colicky, burning,
R (radiation) - all over the body
A (associated symptoms) - non stop tearing, unable to do anything due to unstable emotions
T (timing) - continuous
E (exaggerating and relieving factor) - increased when thinking of the matter especially when being left alone
released when doing something such as diary-story-telling
S (severity) - 10/10 pain score. very much severe! i seriously mean it! evidenced by very much interfering daily activities and mind torturing!

dear God.. please lead me the way..
to the better life
no more pain and tears
laughs and joy
time..
please help me dissolve the pain to laughters
start the healing process by primary intention so that it wont leave scars
let the mmories remain good indeed.
LOVE
its easy to fall for it but its tricky to grab it for real
its like playing
catch-me-if-u-can!
its tiring.
yet..
iloveyou
bye.

sekali lagi..im officially 21!

salam..hai3.. *mood gembire*

hai sume..oke nak gebang kat cini..kongsi kgembiraan..heaven gile dok uma oke? sesape yg tak balik sile lah jeles beribu2 bakul..hati rase lebih tenang dan damai..walaupun masih ada keraguan tapi sumenye boleh ditangani perlahan2.

rasenye da lame da hati ni mengalami sindrome kemurungan berpanjangan.. terasa lelah penat dan letih utk berterusan begini..bukan bermakna ingin menghilangkan satu perasaan suci yg bertamu di hati..cuma biarlah ia sepi di situ kerana harapan utk ia tumbuh mekar mewangi sudah tidak ade lagi..bukan melupakan..tapi semat jauh2 dlm hati..andai die berbahagie knp perlu aku gusarkan. bahagielah. itu kan doa yg dipanjatkan utk nye saban waktu.ye.benar.

oke.finished.

we move on to the next topic..smlm hang out ngn mmbe lame..ex rumie mase kat matric lu..sbb ta dpt bercuti raye haji so, aku jemput la bliau dtg uma..braye an kitorg! tanx to azie.. lame gile ta jumpe! igt last jumpe mase aku g um dlu tuh..bliau blnje SR! guess wat? we share the same birthday! wic is on the 6th of Nov. miracle kan??? so, kitorg celeb sesame lar ngn femily tercinta..p jenjalan..mkn2..first time tried domino pizza..btw, pizza hut ttp #1 di hati.no offense ye domino.hehe..ngambek pics yg ta brape nak jadik around putrjya lake dekat mesjid pink tuh..view sgt cantek..da lame gile ta sambut bday an fmily..da lame da kot...had a blessful hari raye together wit birthday celebrations.

x dilupekan....JUTAAN TERIMA KASEH for the birthday wishes from u ol..may Allah blesses us all..semoga dipanjangkan umur utk terus beribadat kpdNya dan dimurahkan rezki..dipermudahkan segala urusan dunia & akhirat..

raye lagi..

salam semua...
yeah.da lame sgt x tulis ape2..hnya mnjadi viewers yg setie kpd bberape blog yg mnarek hati..kali ni trase ringan jari jemari runcing utk menaip barang sepatah sblum kebizian menjengah utk mnymbut hari raye yg bakal tibe 2 hari lagi....mngkin sgt kesepian lagi kesunyian menanti detik2 keberangkatan pulang ke rumah mlm ini..rmai yg da balek.awal2 lagi angkt beg lari2 pegi bas stesen..tp saye??? menten kool..haha. bia lah..tamo lah brebut2 nak blk pling awal nih..padahal sbb bju byk x bsuh lg..huhu.kena stay nk bsuh bju n kmaskan bilek.urghh. tape lah..sume da setel le blek uma dgn ati snang girang dan gumbira..

oke.berkongsi ttg raye haji atau juge dikenali sbg raye korban. seluruh umat Islam akn mengingati peristiwa penting pengorbanan nabi Ibrahim a.s yg diperintahkan oleh Allah s.w.t utk mengorbankan anakanda tercinta nabi Ismail a.s sebelum digantikan dgn seekor ram utk disembelih. wahh..sgt besar pengorbanan yg dilakukan hanya kerana Allah s.w.t. tanpa rasa ragu dan sangsi.

em..mengamati diri sendiri yg sgt kerdil ni..ape ek pengorbanan yg saye pernah buat sepanjang hampir doploh satu taun hidup di muka bumi Allah ini?? gulppp!! recall...recall..recall..cpt..cpt..cpt..

huhu..gagal nak mengemukakan ape2 pengorbanan yg dianggap boleh dikongsi bersame kat sini..xde buat ape2 pon..x pena nak berkorban..demand lagi ade..nak itu ini..da ade itu nak ini plak..salu x puas hati je..sepatutnye lebih bersyukur dan menggunakan ape yg ade kat depan mate sebaik mungkin..

kawan2..marilah muhasabah diri sendiri utk menjadi org yg lebih berguna pada agama, keluarga, masyarakat  dan negara..InsyaAllah..saling mengingatkan antara satu same lain. hayatilah erti pengorbanan yg sebenar dari sudut agama yg tercinta. masih byk yg perlu dipertingkatkan . saya syg Islam dan akn berkorban utk menjage kemuliaan diri dari sisi Islam. itu pesan kpd diri sendiri..ayuh kwn2...

rasanye, tu je yg nak disampaikan buat kali ni.
terima kasih, jumpe lg..
p/s: SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDIL ADHA DARI SAYA & KELUARGA UNTUK SEMUA

syawal bakal tiba..

salam semua...
oke..kat sane sini nak post psal raye raye dan raye..bia laa..semngt nih..dgn ini secare rasmi nye saye ingin mmbuat post baru setelah lame menyepikan diri..bukan ape..terlalu sebuk dgn suami dan ank2 tersyang...tp jgn risau..x pena mengabaikan para peminat di luar sane....hnye sempat menjenguk di kejauhan..jgn sedih2..saye suda kembali!

erm..diharapkan sume berpose ngn jayenye sebulan ramdhan ni.siyesly rmdhan kali ni sedikit berbeza dr yg sebelumnya..byk yg saye blaja.mungkin bnda yg sy blaja tu basic je..tp plaksanaan & penghayatan lebih terkesan pada ramadhan kali ini.diharapkan semua pon same..dan kepade si dia yg kerap menegur kesilapan diri ini..terima kasih byk..sile jgn jemu berbuat demikian wlaupun sy kerap leka tp sy akn cube dar semasa ke semasa...oke, knp ayt mode skema nih??? hehe

erm..saye ni x reti nak wat kad raye comel2 post kt belog ke hape...mcm Belog Serikanda.jeles sgt oke?  tp xpelaa..nak jgk wish u all SELAMAT MENYAMBUT HARI RAYE AIDILFITRI.MAAF ZAHIR & BATIN semoga syawal ini lebih bermakna buat semua.

tu jela dulu..

p/s: jemput dtg beraye kt uma..

21

living this 21 years
wats the thing i want most?
happiness?
money?
peacefuless?
love?
career?

im not sure...
cume buat mase ni..terase indahnye hidup ni kalaw saye punye hidup yg diredhai Nya
aku rindu padaNya
sungguh!

Mana satu pilihan hati?

emm...penah x rase bersalah guilty or wateva yg sewaktu dengannye ble amek sesuatu yg mnjadi kepunyaan org lain..
xpon rase cam amek gule2 dari dak kecit..da tu tgk je dak tu ngs2 jerit2 mntk balik gule2 tu..ape nak wat?..ok...yg mane 1 plihan kite bile..
terpaksa memilih untuk memberikan gule2 yg kite amat suke and sayang
or
mementingkan diri sendiri dan membiakan budak kecit td nangis guling2 mintak balik gule2 die

paham x da 1 000 000 kali berpikir tapi xtaw pon plihan mane yg pling tepat  dan betul..

plihan pertama sgt menyakitkan..
plihan kedua sgt memeritkan..

da tu... hati ni sering diketuk rase bersalah, cemburu, tidak puas hati.. semua yg tak elok.. smpai bile harus begini???

missing...

last nite bersembang ngn ifan..haha..pecaye x, ifan(2 years old boy) my little2 nephew alalalalala...nomey2 nye. da boley cakap..wlaupon pelat..its like...hape ko tgh ckp ni wei budak kecit aku x paham pon...hahahaha..tp suke lyn kerenah die..typical questions like..adk mkn mnde arini??? adk mnum bab(susu btol or so called bab by ifan) da ke???? adk tgk cite otomen(his fevret cartoon show) ke???? mak(his granny but so called mak) wat mnde???alaaa...tu da lapuk da...hahaha..my nephew has grown up..
upgrade da perbualan
ifan : maa(die pggl saye ma...shomelnyeeee)...jam...
saye: blur* ha??adk kabo mnde???
ifan: jam...jam..
saye: ooo..adk ade jam baru ke?? waaa..sape bli?
along n angah yg dok nyebok kat blkng said..miey, tnye la die pkol brp skrg...hahahaha
saye: adk2..pkol brp dh ni??
ifan: kol 4..hahaha(dlm byk2 nombor..die plg suke 4!! i wonder y..)
saye: adk umo brp da leni? mama lme dah dok tgk adk..
ifan: 4...(hahaha..klaw ifan 4 taun means me myself da 23..omg..tuenye..)
da tu...tgh ckp2 lagi...tetibe
ifan: akum..
saye: ait? bg salam da? adk nk g ane?
ifan..jaaaaappp..otomen
saye: tggu laa...mama x abs ckp lg...
ifan: jaaaapp..

sobsssss...majok 2000 saat la gini..otomen lg penting dr mama....huhuhuhu...mama rindu kamu...tggu mama blk taw3?

manje?

sigh~ while writing dis post..im not really in a good mood..why?
janz n bupha juz left dis morning..so, here i am..ALONE!
tw x sy sgt allergic dgn loneliness??? ive got reasons y i shud be here...so, ko nk salahkan sape skrg??? u made ur decision..so, tggung sndri! pdn muke diri sendiri! he said, i cant be like dis..im too childish..ive grown up.im a big gurl now.i shud act like one..y am i like dis? ouh..strength, courage pliz come n stay close to me..its me..its myself...dependent.too pampered.yeah.finally i admit that.i really hate it but it is in me.i hav to change! but how?? i dun noe..bye

sepi

ouh...title yg sgt menyayat hati..sayu nye tgk sume org angkt beg blk kampung masing2..nak jgk..nk jgk..tapi, masih ade urusan yg belum slesai. saba ye wahai hati?? okeh, xmo la emo2..mari kite post something yg meng-hepi-kan dri sendri..instead of mngenangkn naseb bersendrian sedang teman2 laen dan juge awak berbhagie di sane (sgt jeles! x tipu weh!) mari kite imbau kembali detik2 kbhgiaan bersama teman2 sjurus selepas result diumumkn..di sebalik kebhagiaan n kesyukuran yg x trhingga, terselit jgk rase sedih jgk ekceli..knp? biar hati ni je yg taw knp..so, utk melepaskan segale rase yg bersarang di hati, kitorg = refer to---> aku, nittiya n naja decided to go lepak somewhere.....

venue: waterfront dkt ngn china town
time: around 6 pm
objective : bergigam! im lovin it!!

ok, so....there we were!!!! ni la hasilnye...sile jgn jeles taw??? hahaha...

                                                                      our heart.luv!

                                                                      daydreaming???

                                                                  merenung di kejauhan...

                                                        scene yg sempat dicapture..nice!

                                                 boat pon nk promote dri jgk...haha..bley la...

                                                    u see the peacefulness is in there?

                                                                di sebalik rerumput...

                                           nitiya yg bajet ayu..ekceli, honestly u are my dear! haha..

daun kering menampakkan nilai flora di situ..credits to the miss photographer, cik kalut kite...big applause *x sngke ade talent*

                                                                     wit my fan.haha

                                     wedges vs building? ofkoz laa me, the main subject in the pict!

         ye..ye..kpade pminat sekalian, ni the latest pict...saye nmpak kurus kan??*sile angguk laju2 sume*

                                                                   jelingan manje.ouch!

                                                    sape pling gorgeous?? saye2! *angkat tgn*

           looking upward and forward! yeah. dats it! no turning back!heroin inustan pling hot era ini!!!

                                               wuu! model kereta diimport khas dari unisza...


okeh. seriously rase bhagie ..i luvvv pictures!
ehem2..
awak2, rindu awk sesangat! u noe wat? i got something for u!!! hehe.. wait n c....

c u ol next post!

one of the chapters in stories of mine

salam semua..
thinkin of pouring all my thoughts, my feelings of excitemnt, happiness,bla bla bla rite here...tapi dun really noe how to start..sgt teruja nak type nih?? can u see the keterujaan???? lompat2 sbb teruja sgt okeyh,tu reaksi melampau .haha
royan, obviously!
ok, let us start with one the biggest parts in my life as a medical student.ok.obviously, rasenye sume org taw...bile sebut je pro exam..jantung nk luruh mcm men roller coaster..brain plak function to its maximum level..cakap pon asek medical related things je.haha.mate plak ade lingkaran lebam menunjukkan kadar tidur yg berkurang..smakin dkt pro exam, smkin obvious..belakang plak sakit2 akibat tido je dlm ape juge position..katil da pnuh ngn notes yg berterabur kononnye lagi sng nk cari la camtu..so, tido jela kt bwh pon..beralaskan comforter yg sgt berjasa..jari jemari yg runcing plak, penuh dgn papercuts..betol ni i ckp u...perot lak bergurindam riang sentiase minta diisi..bak kate awk, perut bocor..ade ke perut bocor? haih.da tu, mule la kerahkan  housemates tersayang..jom kite men msak2 sbb x smpt da nk kua nih..klaw msak kt blik, smbil msak smbil stdy..hangit la cani..eh..eh..tp kitorg sgt hebat tw??? credits to naja cik idole (yg prasan saye nih fan die.haha.), jannz kinchan my bff, nittiya my new roomate..bupha yg sentiase dtg membantu..fera n jannah supplier bhn2 yg terkurang..haha.korg mmg meriah!!!! sume masakan bertaraf antarabangsa n sgt cdap tw?? finger licking good!! nk tw x sbb ape???? sbb....kitorg memasak dgn pnuh kasih sayang..tu je rahsianye...x caye??..try it yourself..i bet u ol akan tersenyum puas stelah melihat hasilnye!
tula our routine life spanjg 2 mggu ber-study week...tp believe me...i feel like..the climb to the success is the best moments to be memorized.this is the best one i ever had..the least stress level compared to before..sbb punye sokongan berganda2 yg bt saye x mampu utk beralah walaupn seketika cume!
and now, see the  result??? alhamdulillah..all praises be to Allah the Almighty..walaupon usaha yg x seberapa, berkat doa sume we achieve the glorious success.thank u Allah.Thank u.To all my clasmets yg sy syg..kite jumpe next sem ok...kpd one of my closest frens..yg sentiase memeriahkan hari2 saye dgn pgglan 'gelojoh' yg diberikan wlaupon obviously i am gorgeous....kamu jgn ptus asa taw??..be strong!!!!!!!!!! aku sokong ko x kire ape pon...taw x kwn2 kamu ni sentiase mendoakan kjayaan kamu?? risau amat kalaw2 kamu bersedih hati..so,sile senyum lebar2 bile bace post aku ni taw?

ok,enuf part mengharukan...we move one to the next one...kpd cik gurlfren saye...zulaikha binti abd razak, sile jgn berseedih hati, bermuram durja ye..baek cpt2 ckp sy adelh boipren terbaek kamu sbb kat cni nk bt announcement penting..ehem2...SAYE RINDU KAMU AMAT! sile berlari2 ke dalam dakapan sy skrg jgk! hahaha..da lame x ber-giggling riang dgn kamu..lepak2 kat katil kamu..bertemankan bantal luv pink kamu..gossiping..tickling..hugging...yeah.i miss those.

my beloved family, MAK, ALONG, ANGAH, IDIEY, IRFAN... kejayaan ni adelah untuk kamu sume...alhamdulillah, mampu menggenggam kejayaan ini hanyalah sbb dorongan yg x ptus2 dari kalian semua.utk AWAK yg saye kasihi teramat sgt! this success is impossible without u by my side. uve given me so much dat i cud not even bother to ask more..this is for u, special fren of mine.. utk my dear bffs (geng berempat saye, u ol are my chargers wen im weak).. kwn2..teman2..shbt2..trillions of tanx and congratulations for our glory!


p/s : to my special friend, who is now might be on the plane for family holiday, take good care of yourself n hav a blast with ur dearest family members.kpd kwn2 yg bercuti d pulau redang jage diri baek2 ..njoy urselves. i wish i can be there with u ol...sorry for my absence coz i got an important matter wic needs my presence.

soulmate =)

I don't have to worry anymore
'cause you will be by my side when I cry
You always smile at me
I am blessed because you always shine before me
Face that always being looked at
Forever holding to each other
Your smile has helped me
Bring me to an endless time, you know
Thank you thank you my dear
These plenty happiness that I feel at this moment
All the people that I have here, you the best present
I am blessed because you always be by my side
Surely things we did together
Do give me strength to stand still
Though the world around me seem really tough
 Thank you thank you my dear


p/s: reallymissingyou

mlas nak pk tjuk le x???

usai solat zhor..kaki cepat je mngatur langkah mnuju ke meja study..tp jgn slh phm..bkn buku atau lecture notes yg dicapai..tapi lappy yg dibuka..switch on...mozilla gumiho--->google--->blogspot ...ok, here i am..
hahaha..haruslah blogging sebelum meneruskan perjuangan yang masih berbaki..mnelaah mane yg dirasekan perlu utk esok hari..haiz..paper tadi xtaw la cane.hoping the examiners akan bermurah hati menyedekahkan markah..rase cam kurg ykin je dgn jwpn yg diberi..xpela..mlas nak pk lagi...harus pk future je..no turning back..
erk.knp penulisan dirasekan begitu formal? lantaklah..mood exam kot..
ok, kite teruskan...walaupon terasa teramat penat sangat sungguh betapa...i have to be strong.indeed. rmai insan yg tersayang menaruh harapan yg tggi utk saye..so, ape salahnye saye berpenat lelah untuk dorng selagi saye mmpu..kan3? sbb... saye terlalu ingin buat dorg rase gembire..terlalu! Ya Allah, berikanlah kami kejayaan yg kami harapkan..hanya kepadaMu kami mampu meminta..mengadu..merengek..meluahkan..memohon...amin..(^.^)
terima kaseh teramat sangat kpd yg setia memberi smngt yg jitu utk saye terus berjuang..kwn2 seperjuangan, lets hold our hands tight and step into the battle together !!!
kite berjaya same2 ye? taw3???
ok lah..rasenye..enuf for now..get back to the main task being here..studying! go bebeh go!

andai aku x punye kamu

okey..
post 5 mins before continue studying.. cns..sy suke~
emm...last nite, me n my clasmets.. altogether had a grand meeting dgn ayhnda terchenta..mendengarkan wasiat@amanat yg disampaikan..gentar bertandang di hati..walaupon rasenye ive pour my best efforts to face this coming examination, still thap keyakinan dalam diri dirasakan berada pada level yg membimbangkan.. <sigh>
xpelaa..nak buat yg terbaik utk Die, my dearest fmily,beloved lecturers,awak,kawan2 n diri sendiri...sesungguhnya, andai aku x punye kamu...x mampu untuk berjaya..diharapkan kekuatan mampu bertahan dalam diri sendiri...God, lead me the way...

utk awak...andai diri ini x mampu punye kamu satu hari nanti..i wont regret any sec being wit u..dats y i alweyz try to giv my very best as long as ure still wit me..to show u something u might not realise..so that, later everything wud be appreciated instead of regretted..taw3? tp, sy doakan...sy punye awak selamanye..foreva.. =)
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......okeyh, get back to ur notes now ..berusaha selagi masa masih berbaki ! yeah! **

ting ting..,

hahaha..cube teka bunyik ape tu? come on..come on..sape dpt teka ngn betol dapat cekelat hacks (tu je yg ade bt mase skrg nih)..
jengjengjeng..
ok,jwpn yg tepat lg pasti, tu la bunyik my G8.. ok, i repeat.. my G8.. bkn iphone k..sape lah diri ini,, x mampu pon nak memiliki iphone...tp xpe, sy berbangga dgn G8 yg sntiase setia berkhidmat..okeh, enuf babbling nonsense.. back to the topic, *tingting*
New SIM1 text message (ok, hp sy ade 2 sim..lg canggih dr iphone..hehe)

sgt teruja bile dpt mcj..especially mcj dari awak..yg sentiase foreva dlm ingatn sy..x pena tidak walau skjp cume..orait..okay..mesej yg nak disampaikan kat cni adelah..

awak...ok breath in deeply...neves nih nk type nih..
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imissusomuch

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tettttt....ok xmo ckp byk2 da..kite truskan ke next chapter..
next chapter..
utk recharge energy@battery yg digunakn utk bertahan dgn kuat, sy sediakan something utk awak.

here is the list of things i like most in u..really really really really really like u..

1) responsibility...awak bt saye rase selamat weneva ure wit me
2) courage...awak sentiase brani mnghdapi ape2 pon yg berlaku
3) sabar..melayan kerenah saye yg ntah ape2 nih.sentiase ngn saye
4) gemot...suke ckp saye gemot wlaupn hakikatnye saye ni cantek jelite..ssh nye nk dgr pujian dr awak..
5) motivated....penuh dgn nasihat n peringatan utk saye yg pelupa ni
6) supportive..sntiase mnyokong saye dari sgenap segi..dpn,blkng,kiri n kanan =)
7) pemurah..dgn snyuman n ksh syg.. hehe
8) caring..u care bout me more than i care bout myself..awk salu igtkn sy utk mnjage dri sndri..ye, sbb sy bgitu brhrga..kan3? hehe
9) inspirasi...awak sumber inspirasi saye
10) LOVE..i cant deny it any longer..iloveu... words i wanna say thousands times..

okeyh..wlaupon mcm sgt poyo kesemua statement di atas, i really mean it..
terima kasih byk awak...
=)

di hening senja...

ecece... title yg xle blah... ngee~
okeyh... taw la saye ni beginner.. bese la...excited cket.. stiap hari nk update post..tgk la nanti berasap, berhabuk, bersawang sgale page ni.. yeah. i noe dat..
nak taw x...nak taw x...i got a waiting list ag tw? wat to be written here....semangat gile.. bgus x? sume sile angguk bersetuju dgn saye keyh? =)

erm.. ekceli..menulis sekadar utk memberi ktenangan sanubari ..typing on the keyboard tuk tak tuk tak is some kinda relief to me.. cos im feeling

uneasy, nervous, gemuruh, palpitation, tachycardic, n etc 
yup..bkn ko sorg jelah..sume org pn camtu wen d examination is juz around the corner..erk, btol ke kamu sume???

1)tido x lena..sbb tdo pn nk bertemankan buku2 n nota2..
2)makan x kenyang..bile asek stdy je prot pon kemain lagi berdendang riang jek keja..
3)mandi basah je..xkan x basah kot

okeh.tu sume signs n symptoms bile exam da teramat sangat hampir...tp saye? huh..melagho lagi..ok2, jaaap je, nak abiskan post ni dlu ey? pasni stdy..pomis ni...
ermm..korang pena x rase yg khidupan ni sgt tough..rase cam life is unfair towards u..rase kosong..x bermakna..hopeless..n bermacam perasaan negative la.. penah x? penah x? recently i frequently experience those feelings..bt saye rase down, x ceria, moody... seriously, i dun want to be like dat..sorry sgt2 to all people around me if i make things hard on u..x maksud pon nak wat camtu..thousand of apologies..
kepada family yg x putus2 memberi support yg jitu utk diri yg punye byk kelemahan ni, trillions of thanx will neva pay ur continuos yet precious motivational support..x lupe jge economic support.. =) x mampu nak balas sume tu mak, along, angah, idiey.. syahdu nye rase ...
untuk awak..only God knows how precious u are to me. ouh. ayat yg klise. tp, i really mean it.. oceans of appreciation for u coz alwez being nex to me no matter in wat condition im in..my ups and downs..
utk kawan2 yg mengharukan...people say...kawan ketawa mudah dicari, kawan berduka sukar ditemui.. but u've proven dat wrong..my bffs...my housemies..my clasmies..u ol are my pearls..

fuhh..rase lega bile da tulih sume yg terbuku di hati..

this is my story, my heart n my soul...

pyramid...

untuk awak...

Shawty's love is like a pyramid
We stand together 'til the very end
There'll never be another love for sure
Stones
Heavy like the love you've shown
Solid as the ground we've known
And I just wanna carry on

We took it from the bottom up
And even in a desert storm
Sturdy as a rock, we hold

Now I just wanna let you know
Earthquakes can't shake us
Cyclones can't break us
Hurricanes can't take away our love

Pyramid, we built this on a solid rock
It feels just like it's heaven's touch
Together at the top
Like a pyramid

And even when the wind is blowing
We'll never fall, just keep on going
Forever we will stay
Like a pyramid

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lalalalala...


As cliche as this might sound...






i love you, the words from the bottom of my heart


end for now
to be continued...

juz a beginner...

agagaga...waweee!!! excited @ teruja...
my first post..

nak tw x...sebenanye i oredi posted before..only once heheh.. on my previous blog..tp da lame gile..da tu x update lgsung..smpai x igt da hape password da tu kene wat baru la neh..terok x ?? haha..

sebenanye  saye bukanla blogger tegar tp bile salu bace o follow my frens's blogs mcm seronok plak dpt share cite@meluahkan isi hati kat blog masing2.. lantas dgn rase teruja, i create 1 for my own.

agk2,nak cite ape ek... ok, we start with dis coming PROFESSIONAL EXAM 1 amek kaw..gaban gile supaya bole nmpk dgn terng lagi bersuluh! huh! ok,dis exam is realy realy realy realy realy ok pnat da nk type  important for medical students to pursue their clinical year nex semester..klaw kantoi, sile repeat year ok? huhu...gentar gile mengenangkan sume nih..5 thn pon da ckup lame..x snggup nk tmbh lg..hopefully sy bleh lulus dgn cemerlang gemilang terbilang n menjejakkan kaki ke alam clinical year yg ditunggu2 slame ni..sbb sy suke hands on tasks..x suke theory2 nih..leceh.. kene bace buku tebal2..lecture notes bergunung ganang.. x cukup dgn tu..journals, mind maps, tutorials, reports, n etc....pena ke aku bace?? heheh.. 


ok, enuf dat scary part..we move on to the nex chapter..
next chapter...ecece, cam lagu taylor swift plak..

hurm...rindu sgt2 ngn my dearest family..

mak

along

angah

idiey

ifan baby.. 

nantikan kepulangn saye ye?
impian:  nak bwk balik kejayaan yg korg nantikan so u ol wud b hepy (the thing ive ever want for u ol my dears) god, lead me the way...

ok laa..enuf babbling..kite sambung study.. ..