Saturday, 31 December 2011

new yaar..

da taw daa..taun baru nii sume org nak post hepi2 new year kan??? excited gitu...hihi..same goes to me..tapi cite ni laen cikit laa...mybe u ol nak cite yg u ol da fulfil kan goal list last year or even da renew list for dis year mybe??..but as for excited..i tink ive found something that ive been looking for all this time...nak taw ke??? ermm..itu adalah...
rahsie lah.ill keep it for myself coz its too precious to be shared. =)
nd its a good news.
so no worries.
glad i finally found it.
yet a bit ervous for this new beginning
semoge boleh bertahan selamanya!

not forgotten to all my frens who are going to do their final very soon, a very warm wish of GUDLUCK specially dedicated to u all. DO THE BEST! doaku mengiringi kalian.

im so sorry for the things ive done wrong
for the words that might hurted u
i truly am sorry
sy doakan kejayaan kamu


Tuesday, 6 December 2011

dear heart...
stop aching
painful heart is life torturing
regarding SOCRATES law
S (site) - heart
O (onset) - about 3 months ago
C (characteristic) - dull aching, throbbing, pricking, colicky, burning,
R (radiation) - all over the body
A (associated symptoms) - non stop tearing, unable to do anything due to unstable emotions
T (timing) - continuous
E (exaggerating and relieving factor) - increased when thinking of the matter especially when being left alone
released when doing something such as diary-story-telling
S (severity) - 10/10 pain score. very much severe! i seriously mean it! evidenced by very much interfering daily activities and mind torturing!

dear God.. please lead me the way..
to the better life
no more pain and tears
laughs and joy
please help me dissolve the pain to laughters
start the healing process by primary intention so that it wont leave scars
let the mmories remain good indeed.
its easy to fall for it but its tricky to grab it for real
its like playing
its tiring.