soulmate =)

I don't have to worry anymore
'cause you will be by my side when I cry
You always smile at me
I am blessed because you always shine before me
Face that always being looked at
Forever holding to each other
Your smile has helped me
Bring me to an endless time, you know
Thank you thank you my dear
These plenty happiness that I feel at this moment
All the people that I have here, you the best present
I am blessed because you always be by my side
Surely things we did together
Do give me strength to stand still
Though the world around me seem really tough
 Thank you thank you my dear


p/s: reallymissingyou

mlas nak pk tjuk le x???

usai solat zhor..kaki cepat je mngatur langkah mnuju ke meja study..tp jgn slh phm..bkn buku atau lecture notes yg dicapai..tapi lappy yg dibuka..switch on...mozilla gumiho--->google--->blogspot ...ok, here i am..
hahaha..haruslah blogging sebelum meneruskan perjuangan yang masih berbaki..mnelaah mane yg dirasekan perlu utk esok hari..haiz..paper tadi xtaw la cane.hoping the examiners akan bermurah hati menyedekahkan markah..rase cam kurg ykin je dgn jwpn yg diberi..xpela..mlas nak pk lagi...harus pk future je..no turning back..
erk.knp penulisan dirasekan begitu formal? lantaklah..mood exam kot..
ok, kite teruskan...walaupon terasa teramat penat sangat sungguh betapa...i have to be strong.indeed. rmai insan yg tersayang menaruh harapan yg tggi utk saye..so, ape salahnye saye berpenat lelah untuk dorng selagi saye mmpu..kan3? sbb... saye terlalu ingin buat dorg rase gembire..terlalu! Ya Allah, berikanlah kami kejayaan yg kami harapkan..hanya kepadaMu kami mampu meminta..mengadu..merengek..meluahkan..memohon...amin..(^.^)
terima kaseh teramat sangat kpd yg setia memberi smngt yg jitu utk saye terus berjuang..kwn2 seperjuangan, lets hold our hands tight and step into the battle together !!!
kite berjaya same2 ye? taw3???
ok lah..rasenye..enuf for now..get back to the main task being here..studying! go bebeh go!

andai aku x punye kamu

okey..
post 5 mins before continue studying.. cns..sy suke~
emm...last nite, me n my clasmets.. altogether had a grand meeting dgn ayhnda terchenta..mendengarkan wasiat@amanat yg disampaikan..gentar bertandang di hati..walaupon rasenye ive pour my best efforts to face this coming examination, still thap keyakinan dalam diri dirasakan berada pada level yg membimbangkan.. <sigh>
xpelaa..nak buat yg terbaik utk Die, my dearest fmily,beloved lecturers,awak,kawan2 n diri sendiri...sesungguhnya, andai aku x punye kamu...x mampu untuk berjaya..diharapkan kekuatan mampu bertahan dalam diri sendiri...God, lead me the way...

utk awak...andai diri ini x mampu punye kamu satu hari nanti..i wont regret any sec being wit u..dats y i alweyz try to giv my very best as long as ure still wit me..to show u something u might not realise..so that, later everything wud be appreciated instead of regretted..taw3? tp, sy doakan...sy punye awak selamanye..foreva.. =)
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......okeyh, get back to ur notes now ..berusaha selagi masa masih berbaki ! yeah! **

ting ting..,

hahaha..cube teka bunyik ape tu? come on..come on..sape dpt teka ngn betol dapat cekelat hacks (tu je yg ade bt mase skrg nih)..
jengjengjeng..
ok,jwpn yg tepat lg pasti, tu la bunyik my G8.. ok, i repeat.. my G8.. bkn iphone k..sape lah diri ini,, x mampu pon nak memiliki iphone...tp xpe, sy berbangga dgn G8 yg sntiase setia berkhidmat..okeh, enuf babbling nonsense.. back to the topic, *tingting*
New SIM1 text message (ok, hp sy ade 2 sim..lg canggih dr iphone..hehe)

sgt teruja bile dpt mcj..especially mcj dari awak..yg sentiase foreva dlm ingatn sy..x pena tidak walau skjp cume..orait..okay..mesej yg nak disampaikan kat cni adelah..

awak...ok breath in deeply...neves nih nk type nih..
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imissusomuch

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tettttt....ok xmo ckp byk2 da..kite truskan ke next chapter..
next chapter..
utk recharge energy@battery yg digunakn utk bertahan dgn kuat, sy sediakan something utk awak.

here is the list of things i like most in u..really really really really really like u..

1) responsibility...awak bt saye rase selamat weneva ure wit me
2) courage...awak sentiase brani mnghdapi ape2 pon yg berlaku
3) sabar..melayan kerenah saye yg ntah ape2 nih.sentiase ngn saye
4) gemot...suke ckp saye gemot wlaupn hakikatnye saye ni cantek jelite..ssh nye nk dgr pujian dr awak..
5) motivated....penuh dgn nasihat n peringatan utk saye yg pelupa ni
6) supportive..sntiase mnyokong saye dari sgenap segi..dpn,blkng,kiri n kanan =)
7) pemurah..dgn snyuman n ksh syg.. hehe
8) caring..u care bout me more than i care bout myself..awk salu igtkn sy utk mnjage dri sndri..ye, sbb sy bgitu brhrga..kan3? hehe
9) inspirasi...awak sumber inspirasi saye
10) LOVE..i cant deny it any longer..iloveu... words i wanna say thousands times..

okeyh..wlaupon mcm sgt poyo kesemua statement di atas, i really mean it..
terima kasih byk awak...
=)

di hening senja...

ecece... title yg xle blah... ngee~
okeyh... taw la saye ni beginner.. bese la...excited cket.. stiap hari nk update post..tgk la nanti berasap, berhabuk, bersawang sgale page ni.. yeah. i noe dat..
nak taw x...nak taw x...i got a waiting list ag tw? wat to be written here....semangat gile.. bgus x? sume sile angguk bersetuju dgn saye keyh? =)

erm.. ekceli..menulis sekadar utk memberi ktenangan sanubari ..typing on the keyboard tuk tak tuk tak is some kinda relief to me.. cos im feeling

uneasy, nervous, gemuruh, palpitation, tachycardic, n etc 
yup..bkn ko sorg jelah..sume org pn camtu wen d examination is juz around the corner..erk, btol ke kamu sume???

1)tido x lena..sbb tdo pn nk bertemankan buku2 n nota2..
2)makan x kenyang..bile asek stdy je prot pon kemain lagi berdendang riang jek keja..
3)mandi basah je..xkan x basah kot

okeh.tu sume signs n symptoms bile exam da teramat sangat hampir...tp saye? huh..melagho lagi..ok2, jaaap je, nak abiskan post ni dlu ey? pasni stdy..pomis ni...
ermm..korang pena x rase yg khidupan ni sgt tough..rase cam life is unfair towards u..rase kosong..x bermakna..hopeless..n bermacam perasaan negative la.. penah x? penah x? recently i frequently experience those feelings..bt saye rase down, x ceria, moody... seriously, i dun want to be like dat..sorry sgt2 to all people around me if i make things hard on u..x maksud pon nak wat camtu..thousand of apologies..
kepada family yg x putus2 memberi support yg jitu utk diri yg punye byk kelemahan ni, trillions of thanx will neva pay ur continuos yet precious motivational support..x lupe jge economic support.. =) x mampu nak balas sume tu mak, along, angah, idiey.. syahdu nye rase ...
untuk awak..only God knows how precious u are to me. ouh. ayat yg klise. tp, i really mean it.. oceans of appreciation for u coz alwez being nex to me no matter in wat condition im in..my ups and downs..
utk kawan2 yg mengharukan...people say...kawan ketawa mudah dicari, kawan berduka sukar ditemui.. but u've proven dat wrong..my bffs...my housemies..my clasmies..u ol are my pearls..

fuhh..rase lega bile da tulih sume yg terbuku di hati..

this is my story, my heart n my soul...

pyramid...

untuk awak...

Shawty's love is like a pyramid
We stand together 'til the very end
There'll never be another love for sure
Stones
Heavy like the love you've shown
Solid as the ground we've known
And I just wanna carry on

We took it from the bottom up
And even in a desert storm
Sturdy as a rock, we hold

Now I just wanna let you know
Earthquakes can't shake us
Cyclones can't break us
Hurricanes can't take away our love

Pyramid, we built this on a solid rock
It feels just like it's heaven's touch
Together at the top
Like a pyramid

And even when the wind is blowing
We'll never fall, just keep on going
Forever we will stay
Like a pyramid

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lalalalala...


As cliche as this might sound...






i love you, the words from the bottom of my heart


end for now
to be continued...

juz a beginner...

agagaga...waweee!!! excited @ teruja...
my first post..

nak tw x...sebenanye i oredi posted before..only once heheh.. on my previous blog..tp da lame gile..da tu x update lgsung..smpai x igt da hape password da tu kene wat baru la neh..terok x ?? haha..

sebenanye  saye bukanla blogger tegar tp bile salu bace o follow my frens's blogs mcm seronok plak dpt share cite@meluahkan isi hati kat blog masing2.. lantas dgn rase teruja, i create 1 for my own.

agk2,nak cite ape ek... ok, we start with dis coming PROFESSIONAL EXAM 1 amek kaw..gaban gile supaya bole nmpk dgn terng lagi bersuluh! huh! ok,dis exam is realy realy realy realy realy ok pnat da nk type  important for medical students to pursue their clinical year nex semester..klaw kantoi, sile repeat year ok? huhu...gentar gile mengenangkan sume nih..5 thn pon da ckup lame..x snggup nk tmbh lg..hopefully sy bleh lulus dgn cemerlang gemilang terbilang n menjejakkan kaki ke alam clinical year yg ditunggu2 slame ni..sbb sy suke hands on tasks..x suke theory2 nih..leceh.. kene bace buku tebal2..lecture notes bergunung ganang.. x cukup dgn tu..journals, mind maps, tutorials, reports, n etc....pena ke aku bace?? heheh.. 


ok, enuf dat scary part..we move on to the nex chapter..
next chapter...ecece, cam lagu taylor swift plak..

hurm...rindu sgt2 ngn my dearest family..

mak

along

angah

idiey

ifan baby.. 

nantikan kepulangn saye ye?
impian:  nak bwk balik kejayaan yg korg nantikan so u ol wud b hepy (the thing ive ever want for u ol my dears) god, lead me the way...

ok laa..enuf babbling..kite sambung study.. ..